Not Pregnant.
Not Surprised.
At least we were forewarned. The HPT I took on Sunday morning prepared us for the bad news. Sunday sucked. Monday sucked more.
Off all meds, and meeting with the doctor on Friday to discuss 'what went wrong'. I have a list of questions.
I'm not sure whether we'll try this again. I don't know if I want to put my body through this again. I'm not sure my heart can handle this degree of breaking again.
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- manatee
- A liberal enviro. A small-town girl living in a big city, sharing my home with my husband and a hairless cat.
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The Road through IF
- 12/2 - 6-day ET
- 11/26 -ER
- 11/17/08 - Begin stims
- 11/2/08 - Start IVF w/ICSI cycle - first BCP
- 8/13/08 - hormone levels good for both of us; chromosomal testing good. All clear for IVF/ICSI
- 7/23/08 - TB results negative
- 7/21/08 - 2nd SA: fewer sperm, better motility
- 7/21/08 - Repeat b/w plus TB test. u/s left ovary painful, doesn't move (probably adhesions from past surgery) Probable good follies
- 7/18/08 - RE consultation, b/w for DH
- 7/9/08 - SA results very, very bad
- 7/2/08 - HSG - both tubes clear (*revised: L tube clear, R tube ?)
- 6/23/08 - CD3 b/w - all fine
- 6/23/08 - ultrasound - small fibroid, but it shouldn't be a problem
- March 2008 - 35th birthday
- 5/15/07 - started TTC
- 1/1/07 - off BCP, started PNVs
The Rosetta Stone
- BFP - the Holy Grail: a positive pregnancy test
- b/w- bloodwork
- CD# - cycle day
- DH - my husband
- ER - egg retrieval
- ET - embryo transfer
- FP - fucking period
- GYN - gynocologist
- HPT - home pregnancy test
- HSG - hysterosalpingogram
- ICSI - intracytoplasmic sperm injection
- IF - infertility
- IRL - in real life
- IVF - in vitro fertilization
- MFI - male factor infertility
- O - ovulate
- PG - pregnant
- RE - Reproductive Endocrinologist (infertility specialist)
- SA - semen analysis
- TTC - trying to conceive
4 comments:
i'm so sorry :(
xo
Hi Jennifer,
I am so sorry your IVF didn't work. I wish you all the best on your decision for what to do next. My first ivf failed and I still remember how painful and how hard it was to deal with, especially being close to the holidays. My heart goes out to you. ((HUGS))
Fenella
I am so very sorry. That really sucks. I hope you find the courage and strength to try again.
I've been wondering what was going on with you. I'm very sorry.
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